Getting back on my feet ,

It's 6:44 Am , like you have read in my last post , I was stuck in  a really awkward situation for a while , stressing ,feeling sorry for myself , afraid to take action , being passive and waiting , for things to get better, how did I ever become this zombie girl , this Ghost in a shell ? Where is my passion my fire , my drive , my craziness ? Why has it gone and left place to shame , idleness, guilt, and fear .

Today I stay stop , stop feeling sorry for myself stop thinking that this situation will not end and that I will not get out triumphant in the end . 

It's time for me to get up and start being positive , do everything i have planned and dreamed off . 

It will take time and be slow but in the beginning but I will get there eventually 

Ok that was all for today . 

I am thinking of making a different blog , where it would be more artistic and relevant to what I like and do ! Not just on my feelings!